6 months ago
your probably wondering why i posted 2 times so this is a kinda goodbye post for a few days,no i didn’t lose anyone or anything and nothing about social media, in my real life, i’ve been going through a lot and i think it’s time to stop controlling the pain and letting it out, i don’t care that you hate me. just leave me alone please,please don’t blame anyone (not to judy she’s my bsf) this person that your blaming might be going through slot of pain but you don’t just see it, the don’t just tell you or show u. the keep it a secret so they don’t get hurt again, but these pain i’ve handled since years ago, in school and everywhere hurt. it really does, you see me smile everyday but that doesn’t mean i’m good , im crying while im typing this, but please do not hate or blame someone and you don’t know what’s happening in real life, like now my hurt is burning, i wanted to do but i don’t wanna just die over depression i want to grow up , a 12/yo girl is going through this pain even in her last birthday which was a fire day at school :) everyone has feelings and i think you should really think about what your saying too that person because you might regret something for the rest of your life, i swear to god i’ve handled my pain and i’m a type of person who doesn’t cry a lot but i do in person, i don’t want people watching me cry or get depressed, if you show your emotions they call you “crybaby” or “fake” if you don’t they think you have a good life and they just say some really hurtful words, i’m meaning it please think before you say something u might regret it for years. so i’m gonna take a break which means no dming people a lot no posting story’s or posting just dming SOME people,but please just please stop cyber bullying because you don’t know what is it like in the irl.