”I am no master, I know nothing but I am a servant and I know something” I(love)you
Aubrymarie (@aubrymarie) Medias
1 week ago What an experience.
These guys right here. They are THE reason I found out about ANW, they are THE reason I felt like I couldn’t ever do it (they are two of the most incredible athletes I’ve ever met) and ironically they are THE of the reason I felt overwhelming bliss moments before I ran.
@moderntarzan taught me how to lache, cooked me dinner and even let me and @nadii_a sleep in his van (I live in SD and the event was in LA) Then- @travisbrewer.ninja showed up out of nowhere to show his support kept me cool and chatted about all things life. Moments before my run @acrosprout and @moderntarzan made it too!
Lucky, blessed, grateful, inspired are just a few of the words I’d use to describe where I’m at with this whole experience 🙏🏽💚 #thankyouiloveyou@anwnation 11 airs on May 29th!
2 weeks ago A little snippet of my submission video 😼🚀🙏🏽💚🙏🏽🔥 oh- and this is the video edit that woke me the F up and made me remember I’m an artist before anything else. It made me realize how much I miss creating. I meditated on this thought for 2 days and boom. @wellgroomedhippie hit me up and asked if there was any way I could capture her retreat last minute. 🙏🏽💚
2 weeks ago Have you ever watched a plane in the sky and reconciled with the fact that you won’t ever know who’s on the flight or where they are going, what they do for a living, what makes them special, who do they they love? what makes them happy, are they happy- could you help?
Photo of the magnificent @wellgroomedhippie snapped by me back in Mexico midway through the magic that is her #w🌲ldwoman retreat. Looking for something to shake your shit up? Create community? Wake up your goddess/wild woman/creator? Get yourself to one of her retreats. Just saying.
2 weeks ago I swing like a pendulum- from feeling enlightened and compassionate to heartbroken and confused.
Most of the time I walk in the light- I see beauty in every thing, every being. I see my life purpose as one of service and love. I see everyone as savable.
And other times- I am exposed to the reality of our world- I see the hurt, the pain and the sick people. Their hurt and sadness manifested in every action- and all of the love in the world seems futile.
And then I snap back to my HEART space.
NOW is the time- calling all healers, lovers, creators, mothers, fathers, plant people, dancers, musicians, shamans- step into your power with both feet.
Stop doubting yourself.
Time is of the essence and you probably won’t ever truly feel “ready” but YOU ARE.
Love love love.
With all of your heart.
Your offering is imperative.
2 weeks ago You guys- my new class released last week and I totally forgot 😹🤦🏽♀️ moments like this are when I realize I need an assistant/help/to grow up. Anyway- I filmed this class, Core Awareness back in October w/ @alo.moves along with “Stoke Your Core” If that class was your jam I think you’ll love this one (in fact I kind of think of this as a great class to take before SYC!) Give it a try and let me know what you think!
2 weeks ago How do you put into words that which you barely comprehend.
My time with @svietliy was priceless. He reflected back to me so purely- love, compassion and truth.
So much so- I couldn’t stop nervous giggling.
We talked, I cried, I laughed, we worked with my breath and meditated, talked some more... the space had such a special feel about it- nowhere else existed outside of those 4 walls (the garage as I called it 😉) The kind of moment where you really question time and even reality as we know(think) it.
Then after all of this getting to know you he designs a special piece, just for you. My whole ceremony took about 7.5 hrs total.
Would I recommend a ceremony? 100%.
Would I recommend @svietliy ? Above anyone else.
Was it painful? Towards the end it got super sensitive, but the first few passes- very manageable sensation. As @svietliy said- “you study the sensation, enjoy.” Thank you, thank you, thank you.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
3 weeks ago Another first for my body 🙊😮 and one of my last contortion classes before #AmericanNinjaWarrior 😼💚
4 weeks ago Getting a little stronger/familiar each session 🔥😼🤤 My prior set of canes were handmade and lasted for years- they survived so many trips to the beach and endless hours of play. But um, hey @yogabody I LOVE my new canes, thank you.
I’m thinking about doing a giveaway, are you guys interested in a set of canes?
1 month ago My cousin said to my mom “yea but she has a body like that so she can take photos like that”
It calls me to speak on two subjects.
Immediacy and consumerism.
You are ALIVE. As far as we know- this is IT. Right now. So fucking LIVE. You’re here to experience and grow. Don’t wait until you “lose 20 pounds, tighten your tummy or get rid of the cellulite” to experience your beauty, fully. To thrive in your skin. To have a taste of vulnerability unique to itself.
To return to nature.
FUCK the lies you’ve been told. Think on a grander scale.
Maybe your society tells you skinny is beautiful. While another era said skinny was equal to poor and hungry. Nothing is forever and I promise- everything you are will be sought after someday. When something is exhausted it’s cycled out. And something new is made to be the ideal. Keep the consumer consuming, chasing. Seeking.
Everything you’ve been told about beauty was designed to make someone money. Fuck that.
So- I beg of you.
Take your naked photo, wear the skimpy clothing, howl at the moon naked, skinny dip- feel like a fucking magical being, a goddess- because you absolutely are.
1 month ago The @aloyoga catalog came in the mail the other day and man- I have to say that just doesn’t get old. But my feelings of acceptance sure have shifted.
It’s only recently that it feels deserved and I feel “healthily” proud.
I used to feel some kind of shame around my successes and always felt hesitant to celebrate them.
It’s gotten better and better with each experience and time. It was still there though.
In Mexico I worked with an intuitive among many things- one of the things he mentioned over and over again was developing a sense of belonging- a sense of deserving. And it was as if by him simply putting it into words I felt that part of me waft up and away.
So this is me.
I’m a sponsored athlete and model and this shot is from @aloyoga ‘s spring line 2019! 🙏🏽🚀💚